10/23/02

Warning!!!!!! Do not read this!!!! Protected by spells!!!! Anyone who turns one more page will most definately die a most horrific and painful death!!!!
You were warned!!!!

This means you!!!!!

If you are still reading this you are a dishonourable slug and I hope you die in real life!

Dear Diary. I can't believe I wrote that. So corny. Anyway I don't care, because this is just for me to write out anything that I am thinking and try to keep track of whats going on.

(Aster, if this is you, please just put it down now, okay? I swear that I haven't written down any spells in here and I never will and I'll know if you read this because I can tell when people are acting. So Please. As my friend.)

So I just want to write down the main things that happened, and I'll go back and fill in all the details later.

The main thing thats happened is that we finaly got to Geneveue! This is exactly the thing that i've been waiting for this entire time. This is like the reward level, where you pass all the tests and then you get to run around in coins land and just soak it up. I'm never leaving here again for at least like a year.

The first thing is we had to spend the night in some kind of like dwarf-guard house (the axes) and actually we slept in the prison, but they didn't lock us in or anything. They just wanted to know what happened with the Fire-Giant fight, because we told them about it and it turned out that some of the guys
(dwarves) that got killed were their friends, or anyway they were guards, too.
But after that we got to the Door!!!!! What I'm talking about is the greatest inn that you can ever imagine. They've got actual circus performers over the bar! But don't think it's like a bar. It's like this whole huge giant like den of adventurers and wierd types. Like the place we were thinking of opening here, come to think, but a bit seedier. And more amazing!! We could never compete with this place, though.

So we get this whole friggin SUITE there, with it's own BATH!!! and we get good food and good ale, and...

Here is the really interesting part (and here is the part where Aster really is supposed to put this down now or I swear if I find out I'll get you so you'll remember it and you know I will)

The interesting part is the SILVER SAND. And the cute elf-boys, but more on that later!!! Yes, friends, this is what we've all been waiting for. This is the stuff whatever was in my stashbox sent me here to find. It's something which is amazingly familiar, but it's definately it's own thing. Let me start over. First this guy (Lovmondo!) was checking me out at the bar and all coming on to me and stuff - (and believe me I wasn't even thinking about it then, I just wanted some information) so I asked him if he could get me little samples of the local semi-legals, hoping to find some kind of pipe-moss analog. Well!

I got more than I bargained for. He said that all I wanted to try was the Silver Sand. So we go back up to my room. (Leodan is gone) and I want to draw a bath but he says I'd better do it on the floor so he gives me the rundown and i get all comfy. (I did sort of think of it then, but just for a second, when I wondered if i was about to go out and if he was going to take advantage of me - or rob me!) So he takes out this bag - and he says you're supposed to just kind of inhale it. Well, I did... And honestly it turns out to be the best thing in the world. It comes on in a few minutes, and you get this kind of transition thing, where you can see that this world is just a kind of dream itself (all at once I remembered this whole world is not where I came from) and then it sort of - gives way - into this like incredibly clear lucid dream.

Like in the old world there was so much momentum, and my will only had so much effect, and of course here it's more, and when you're completely immersed in the dream-with-a-dream, you have absolute power and you can do anything you want. (more about this later)(also Iyoko was in it)

So anyway... when i stared to like fade back in, Lovmondo was still there. But now he was looking mighty fine indeed. I knew, like telepathically, that he knew all about where I had been. That he'd been there himself and he was honored to show it to me. He was just caressing my hair and saying like "welcome back beautiful" so then he's all like "now I think it's time for that bath" and goes and runs the water, and he carries me back in there.... and like, I know he's completely a courtesan, but somehow this time I knew it was alright. I needed this. And I'd earned it, goddamn it. And he wanted to. Which of course I know I could tell, so it's kind of like sacred work, and it fact it is and I never saw it that way before. But anyway he helps me get out of my clothes, all real tender and sweet (he knows i'm still a bit sandy eyed, as he says... :) ) and we get into the tub, and he offers to wash my hair, which feels SO good. Then when he leans me back for the second rinse he starts kissing me, like REALLY, which has been a while for me, and i'm thinking "Is this guy just an illusion?" but I don't care. Of course he has gotten pretty excited by this point himself, and I'm thinking it's time to start returning the favors, you know - partly so he knows it's not like I think I'm just paying him to pleasure me. So I asked him to get up on his knees, and he's all "As you wish" all sexy and slow with bubbles still sticking to his toned elf body.

Aster!!!! I know youre reading this, so I'm just going to stop right now.
In fact i'm going to burn this whole thing.

PS - the big main Castle of this town is absolutely the coolest thing I've ever seen!!!!